Tomorrow is my Birthday!

Tomorrow is My birthday, Oh well... It's mean, I'm 18 years old! Sweet 18=p
Oh well,for me,celebrating birthday is not important at all, is a time for me reflect what I have done in 2009.(if someone want to celebrate with me, I will be glad to celebrate,haha^^). I'm happy many of my friend asked me to come out because they wanted to celebrate my birthday, and I hope I have car, if not is kinda difficult. You know, Malaysia is very hard to take bus.
Looking forward for 24th of November, is doesn't matter how fancy or simple birthday is it, but I still want to thank you for those who remember my birthday.
Muackzzz.... To all my beloved friend...


[PS:I will update my blog about the two foreigner come to my house stop by.]

The day has come......

Wow, kinda looking forward for tomorrow. Every year in Nov, we will invite two foreigner guests to our house and stay for 3 days 2 night, that's mean we are their foster parents, Haha^^ Oh well, we sure will bring them to look around our cities town, and bring them eat delicious food(doesn't matter expensive or not). In my mind, the best food is my mom home cooking. She really is a good cook, unfortunately, her daughters, which is me and my two sister, did not have her "cook talent". Honestly, I don't really know how to cook, and I'm lazy to cook either. I hate the oily and smoky kitchen, Arh! but I sometimes I still cook for my family to eat, a very simple meal. Surprisingly, my sister Rebecca said I cook quite delicious, but one problem is the dishes that I cook don't have the "flavor" come out. Haha, I admit, because when I really put very little salt in it, I scared the food will become very salty, I rather cook it very "plainly or tasteless"...=p
O well, after this foreigner go back, I have to start busy again.... my ballet steps ar!!!!!! Thanks God for giving me wisdom, I still have a few steps to go then the whole dance will be perfect Hooray!!!

1 Nov 2009- A meaningful interview

[Sunday]

The day for interview has come, I was totally looking forward for this day. I was so excited but on the same time I felt nervous and scared, oh PUH-LEEZ!!!! Well, I want to clarify, I did want to come for BB that day, somehow Iyao say we need to discuss the dance for the concert and for the Christmas. So I quickly ask Sir Kelvin for permission just attend for the interview. So I just want to sorry to all BB members that I've not attend BB for almost one month, totally felt like I'm a irresponsible Coperal!!! Okay, let's go to the main topic.
The interview starts at 2.45pm, fortunately,I'm not the first one go for interview, Haha^^ Sergeant Teng Hooi is the first one, I'm the second, good for me. after Teng Hooi, it's my turn now....><,YIKES! Before I when in, I was so nervous until I'm totally crazy, my mind keep on pops out this question, should I tell my little secret that kept inside my heart for 5 years??? SHOULD I?? What if I tell them, will they spread out and talk bad about me? But all this thinking minded make me can't breathe so I quickly pray that God calm me down, and grant me wisdom to speak and not having a single fear to speak out! Because I've already promise God and myself to speak the truth, I want to let them know how terrible I felt for this 5 years!!

Okay, after praying I felt better, and I hope this time my tears won't roll down, IMPOSSIBLE!
There are 5 officers and 1 captain sitting on the chair looking on me when I came in the room, so creepy man~ okay, Chilled, MARY! Everything will be just steady and fine~ So the first question came out was:"what have you learn in BB for this 5 years and what do you think about BB(bad or good)? " " Well, I did learnt a lot of things in BB, first is leadership, and blah blah blah...... " I replied. And the second question I answer is kinda shocked for them, because I really said the truth out, I can't stand it anymore and I just spilled out this words, "I don't like BB for this 5 years, the pains,hurts and suffer I've been through never been taken away." Okay, other conversation I can't really tell you all much, because is between me and the officers. So I officers won't spreading out, and start telling people what we have shared. When I told them about my true feelings, my tears non stop rolling down, God really touched me and keep on telling me that is time to speak what I should I say. And is really like releasing all my burden, sorrow,complains,hatred and hurts.... I was happy that Sir Kelvin and captain tried to understand and they actually gave me some encouragement and supportive words. At that moment, This is the first time that I actually put trust on them, I mean officers. This interview do help us speak out and release ourself, if not i really will burst like a balloon!
God is great, He always do wonderful things on us, and I do appreciate what officers have done for us. I know of all us have been through tough times, but all is gone, because God has taken away from us, just leave everything to Him, He's the only one can help us.

**A precious Fellowship**

今天早上,我和鱼去一个很大的公园打羽毛球.可惜Fin没来,可能要那么早起会很累,不过没关系啦,我们还是去找你.我和鱼打完羽毛球后,就去Fin的家找她。当到达那个apartment时，我们竟然忘记他的家在哪里了？！天啊！！ 我们俩一直不断一个一个block找。。。哎呀，还满丢脸叻。。。XD 不过最后，凭着信心，终算找到他的家。。。yeah!!
首先，我们三个去她家楼下的游泳池游泳咯。。。哇，很爽，很久没有游泳了。。。我们在游泳当中很开心，不是因为游泳的关系，而是我们很久没这样一起了。。。:) 当然，我们也一起谈心事，我们各自都有自己的心事，大家都会说出自己的看法，但是我们都体谅对方。每个人都有心中的不满和悲伤，说出来了，心里也舒服多了... 我不在的三个月，发生了很多事，很多事情完全不知情。。。感觉上自己outdate了，是时候update la!wakaka!!!

朋友，人生就是会不断面对挫折和苦难，但是我们必须坚强和忍耐下去。如果一点点的小事我们逃避，那么我们的人生岂不是一直在逃避，无法得到真真的快乐？？你觉得自己是多余或没用，但是你要知道的是，上帝从来没有把你当成是多余或没用的人。你是她的宝贝，没有人能够代替你这个宝贝！没有一个人做事情是完美的，我们会有软弱的时候。当别人不知道你的难处，甚至在背后指责你或说你的是非，那又怎样？！难道上帝都不知道吗？需要他们来讲吗？所以，我们自己要注意自己的言语，我们不需要说别人，但自己却要不断检讨自己。最重要是，要祷告认罪，祈求神来怜悯我们。。。让上帝的爱充满我们心中的伤害，唯有耶稣才能帮助我们。

加油！朋友，我永远都爱你。。。你要不停的前进，侍奉上帝。。。

加油~神会与你们同在。。。

30 September 2009

This was the day when James and Grace's father passed away. Before uncle passed away, James did send a message about uncle is in ICU, in critical situation. That time I was working, when I saw this message I was stunt and quickly pray ask God to heal Uncle. At that moment God speak to me, He told me that uncle is going to follow Him heaven. God has his own plan, but it just happen too fast. I pray God would give uncle a chance to live so that he can continue to serve Him. Everything is in God's hand, We just need to leave it to God.
29/9/09, Uncle had passed away at 7.45am. I can't speak a single word during that moment, I just prayed that God comfort their families heart. Loosing a family member is really heart breaking...
I prayed that God will guide them, strengthen and grant them wisdom in their following path. Most important is, God is the provider and He is LOVE!

加油！神祝福你们一家人。。。

Bukit Tinggi,French Village(20-21/9/09)

Oh Well, actually I'm not included in this trip, since Uncle Kim Fatt asked me to go for relax, so I decided to go along and I also call my sister to go as accompany with me(if not I will bored to death), just for relax not "kei po" apa-apa...
Sunday, after church service, we depart from church at 12.30pm. I think around 3 something we reached the destination. Me and my sister kinda excited, because such a long time we never together go for a trip since she went to Singapore study. After that we checked in and then officer go for meeting and others like mommy take care of their children, except me, Liza and Mandy are free, so we helped to prepare vege and others for steamboat festival... Wakaka^^ Delicious~~
around 6.30pm we started our steamboat festival... Fulled man~ after the festival, Officers continue their meeting, Part 2.><><

the next very morning, we took our breakfast then is the last part for their meeting, I should say called it "Sharing"(oops) Around 10.30pm, Me and Liza packed finished our largage, then we go down to the small street and take our last pictures.... woohoo, really fun and then what happen? dunno~ Of course is Go HOME LA~ IF not stay there meh?! wakakaXD
End of my story..... Thank you....

Farewell~ My ddear friend....

Today is my last day meet my friend, Gold fish,Ann Chee, Simple united gang.... Today i went pasar malam with Gold fish and Ann Chee, really enjoy the moment together eating and chit chating. Today also is my last time dance breakdance before go NS, started to miss simple gang liao. I really like them so much, they really are funny and playful and they also love God.
Now is B time~ They ask us to make a team thn think step come out dance, so 5 girls of us is one team. I'm the leader, so i need to think the step. Aiyaya, headache, just hamtam la~
Thn 9.45p, is sniffer time, so we got to present what we have prepare. When after my group finished dancing, suddenly lights off, thn i saw a cake, i thought who's birthday is today, thn Gold fish told me is my farewell cake. wah! I on the spot cry lo. Shame Shame leh~~~XD
really touch, and Nicholas bake a super delicious chocolate farewell cake. Really delicious, the best chocolate cake i ever had. Thank you la, Nicholas~ U're a wonderful friend.
Thank you my dear simple friend, gold fish and Ann Chee and also Wilson ya. Love you all, Muackzzzz......Miss you all~ Don forget me ar... Andrea, I miss you too.....