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Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Holiday~~

Aiyaya, why time passes so fast... I have so many things to do, yet don't know what to do first. I want to go shopping, cut my hair like bushes, go Sunway Lagoon, chit chat with my friends, practice dancing for performance,spend time with my Dear, spend time with my family, Go out with my Sister Liza,...and many many more... but i reflect myself, did I really spend time with God? We may have dozen things to do, but do we really put God in our life. I found myself not like last time that enthusiastic in God's word and serving. The relationship God is indeed getting far away apart...
I wanted to shared my testimony to you all.
God did not leave me even though how bad, how worse am I, yet The lord sees me perfect in his eyes sight. God still taking of care, although I did not put Him in my central of my life. I was surprise and happy because my exam marks that I expected was not that high, because I know my standard is worst than that. But God listen my every single prayer and provide me wisdom and strength to go through every single things in my Uni life. He does not see the bad side of me, yet He choose to Love me even more and more. Ask yourself, will you love a person that is very very bad, have record in jail, or murder a person before? I bet you won't even go closer to that person.
Only God, He choose to love them, no matter how bad they are. Is not our love that are great, yet the Love from God is greater than anything. He's the one who created us and love us first, we do not deserved His precious gift in Heaven and love. Lastly, I want to tell everyone of you, spend some time for God..Meditate yourself with God, read his word, and you will received...
For those who are not Christian, I'm not condemning about your believe, but is time to think, The God who are real and always be with you.... God love you... have a nice day...

Saturday, June 26, 2010

Finally can have some rest and have time for myself reading books..

This whole week is my Nursing exam, such a restless week man~
Exam:
Tuesday, Principle of Nursing
Wednesday, English for nurses
Thursday, Psychology
Friday, Anatomy

I don't even have a good sleep at all, my whole body is tired, brain not in good functioning, can't even think of other things, yet I still have to overcome all these exam. I keep telling myself, Mary Ann you can, don't give up! God did not give up on me and yet you give up easily because of these exam and have negative thoughts, is this really a right attitude to face the problem. Wow, when this thought came to my mind, I know is the holy spirit who speaks to me, I quickly set my mind and pray to God for Strength, if not I can't do it on my own.
And not only exam that bothers me, also some issue with friend in the class, oh well, until now I still can't figure out what's the problem between us. I think hardly and tears for many many times, and yet can't have any idea what's is going wrong???? okay, we did talk to each already, and this is good sign. But i don't understand why she tell lies to me and other people? Does she need to do that? I can't understand at all, what is she thinking? If I really did something wrong, you can tell me, or maybe I just go straight to her face and ask her what is the problem and tell her I'm sorry if I did hurt her or make unhappy...
Okay, other thing is, I have to move from 22nd floor of my hostel to 6th floor, due to the Sunway hostel management. Ma fan la, this time my room smaller than the previous room. Oh my goodness..... But never mind, what can I do, bear with the management of Sunway ya.. This time I'm not staying with my old roommate, now is with my dear friend Ding... actually I kinda miss my old roommate, already use to it with her... Never mind, now I stay with Dianne, Joe yi, Xin yi, Jia Yen,Hui Lin, Electra, and Ding.. My hostel life will be full of happiness..Haha, because all my housemate is funny and joyful..haha... May God be with us and guide s in our Nursing journey...All Glory to Him...
And lastly, I wanted to Thank God for His wisdom that provide to me. I get good marks in nursing exam, and I can't really believe that I actually can get such good marks.. I really want to praise God and my faith in Him never stop! He is everything, King of Kings, Lord of Lords... I love You Jesus! MUackss.. Have a happy holiday(to me), wakaka^^