Woohoo!! My great experience get 1st runner in dancing competition

Wow, today is a great day. Well, actually Ah xiang ask me go to Kajang to see one of his friend studio, they got dancing exam. So we can go and support and also can dance.. Oh well, At first I was thinking whether I wan to go or not. Then I think I don have much chance be with my Crew, Simple united together and dance. Plus today I have nothing to do at home, BORED! So I decided to go la.

We went Kajang around 1 something, then they brought me and Nicholas buy JAZZ shoes, because are wearing the same shoes, so I also want to have one of it. I bought it, is Cool and nice... Feel good to have same shoe with my own crew. Well, we went to the studio, many people taking part of the examination. Well, the examination ends around 4 something, after that, they have boys and girls battle.. The boy battle was super funny and cool, Nicholas and Wa哥 got go for the battle, steam lol!!
When turned to girls battle. my crew friend keep on push me go for the battle, I keep on reject, part of the reason I reject is because I don have any step. But they keep on persuade me, end up I just joined la. Wow, this is my first time combat girls in such a way. I never dance in front of people, shake th body like nobody business. Well, I dance break,ballet and some soft movement together... I got 1st runner! haha i got a certificate and a hamper.... Haha, I was so happy. My crew keep on praise me very shock and geng, I feel so paiseh@@ anyway, nothing to be proud of, just a very good experience... I hope I can do it again.. Join some battle, if not when I grow older I don have the chance to join any battle....

**Pictures**

**My Three Cousin sisters**

12/9/10
My cousin sister from Teluk Intan came down to KL and visit us. Caroline, Kathryn and Sarah are my cousins, well, it's been such a long time we have no meet each other, i think almost 5 years... Actually I'm planning to go to their side, suddenly I receive their call that they are coming down and stay n my house for three days, I was so Happy. Well, want to see my cousins so greatly.

By God's grace, we finally get met. When I saw them, wow! Three of them are grown up, Caroline is elder than me few months only, but Sarah! My gosh~ She's tall and still have the baby look, so sweet. And Kathryn, the "sha po", still love to tease me and laugh like mad, just like me. Haha^^ So, that night, all of us, my family plus Da Yi, Grandma and Grand dad, we have dinner together. Woohoo, the food is delicious man~ Not always get to eat like this grand, so much food, can't eat finish also.

Hmm, when we went back home, I tell them tomorrow(Monday), I will bring them to Sunway for ice skating and then go Sungai Wang shopping. Yeah! All of us are excited, yeah, SHOPPING!!
We woke up at 6.30am because my dad out for work at 7.45am, no choice we have to come out that early to take bus. My dad took us to Kota Raya and there we took Metro bus go to Sunway. Kind of weird, that day no jam at all, but we praise god we arrive safely. Wow, first time go shopping mall this early, 9am!!!! Well, the ice skating place already open, so we pay RM21 with glove(RM8).

The first time I skate was 2008, August, I remember one of NS friend, Andrew, taught me how to skate. That day I taught my cousin how to skate, but this is my second time, and I don't skate well, but I tell them how to balance and how to skate properly. They fell lots of time, until Sarah got one long scratch, and Kathryn kena her thumb nail bleed and Caroline hurt his elbow and also the leg. Well, they are having fun, although they keep on falling. It's a good experience to fell on ice, haha^^

Around 11am, we decided to stop skating, because leg kinda pain@@ Then we just shop Sunway Pyramid. Before shopping, we went for lunch. So I brought them eat " Carl's Junior", Yummy^^ It's really big portion for us, we eat until wanna vomit. But they love it, Sarah keep on praise this is the best burger and french fries she ever had. 1pm, we decided not to waste time, so I take them go Sungai Wang, actually I'm not sure how to go, but if don't know just ask the people around lo... Haha, very funny, when i reach to Kota Raya, I don't know where is the train station, so I ask the taxi driver to show me the way, so pai sehXD Yeah!! Finally we reached Sungai Wang, arh!!! It's shopping time. Well, we walk from the bottom floor until 6 floor except 4th and 5th floor. Very tired, but I'm happy I did bought soemthing. Haha.... All of us are satisfied, but they say they will come next time and shop again. Next time, I will bring them elsewhere and shop. hoho^^ Really have an enjoyable day with them..

My Holiday..two weeks,,

Sigh.. actually this first week of my Holiday sucks man~~ the first day of my Holiday, I watch movie for whole day. So long didn't watch movie. It's good to watch movie for the whole day, sense of accomplishment,wakaka^^ Oh well, at least I can go for break dance class. Kind of felt left out actually in the dance class, but who cares, as long I get to learn new steps, and I wanna do it good! I hope I can dance and really be a B girl. Is cool to be a B girl. After I watch step up 3D, it really motivates me, but I can't be like them such a great dancer, somehow I still can be a good dancer just to dance for God, thank you that God grant me the rhythm in my body, when I listen to music I'm able to shake and move.

Haha, today finally I get to buy 3 story books.. hehe... actually I wanted to buy clothes, never mind, is late, better go home early. I also feel tired after the breakdance class, my body is ache, oh boy~~~ Need a massage@@

My 1st sem final exam finally ends.....

Gosh, finally my final exam is over at 3/9/10. Just to prepare for this final exam, I was stressed for it. I don't really have that much confident on myself, although I did studied. But I don't feel myself that good enough. I sometimes neglect the time with my BF, just to studied, because I know which is my priority. While I work in the Hospital, I always feel I'm not good as other people. I always do things very rush, but I started to realized how rush am I and other team member of mine did talk bad about me, everyday I will tell myself not to rush whenever I do anythings. Actually I kind of sad during Clinical posting, but the patients in the hospital motivates and encourage me a lot. I can feel their kindness and warmness towards me, although some of the patients are fussy, but you still have to act professionally.

Oh ya, very important and happy thing is, me, Sarah,Ding and Julie are back together now. Just like Sarah said,:" The time will come, we will be back together." Indeed, we are back together now. I praise God that God put us back together, we have been through many challenges, we understand each other, and we have learned a lesson. Doesn't matter what is the problem that makes us far apart, what matter is, actually, we are concern for each other. We love each other and we share our joy together. I was grateful to have Ding be my roommate and now is my buddy. I love her so much, she always take care of me, encourage me. Looi yoong my darling, I thank you her for being so close to me. And we have a lot of laughter together, we always laugh loudly like nobody business. And also Elizabeth, she is my little sister. I love her to^^ She is the one motivate me to read bible, I can see changes in Her and everyone. God's love and grace are upon us. Elizabeth and I always have devotion at night, is not a duty, but is a time for God.
God always speaks to us, truly, He does speaks to us every day and night. One thing we always pray about, is for Nic. WE really ask God to touch him, through God's Love that can melt his heart. I don't know when God will speaks to Him. But, me and Elizabeth will never give up pray for Him. We know there is an open way for Nick, that one day he will believe in Jesus.
For sure, I'm not perfect, I always make mistake, I ask God forgiveness, and repent. Only through Jesus, I can be clean and be a new creation.

An Unknown feeling........

This few weeks... I felt I'm lost child, a lost sheep that can't find my master and way back home.
I'm totally lost. I don't feel like smiling but I still force myself to smile and laugh, be happy.
I don't know why. I pray to God, what is going on around me????

"CRYING" become part of my daily activity. I cried when I was bathing, studying, listen music, talking to people, eating also can cry... WHY? you ask me why? I can't even tell you what is the problem. Many many things pass through my mind, about when I was young, secondary time, friends around me, relationship, families, the dark side of me that I myself don't know who am I. Sounds stupid that I become such depress, even though my friend also ask why my face look down and sad. I just told them because of my clinical posting, but to tell the truth, it is NOT!

I may feel tired in posting but my mind and soul is tired. I don't know where is my direction anymore, I know this is a challenge to me. I don't know I can cope it, can I go through or not. I can't really find a person to talk or rely on it. Even though I have a bf, but to tell truth, I sometime don't feel like telling him my stuff...Not to say I don't love him or don't trust him, just I don't want another person I talk with also have same depression with me, and then start to feel angry and sad for me. I don't want to! Parents don't listen, some more add another one have the same feelings with me, I rather keep it to myself. Am I turning away from God? Yes I can say, sometimes I do turn away from Him. Now, slowly I'm seeking for Him, my very best Friend, Jesus.

When I speak to Him, I can feel the peace in me, no matter other people don't understand me or how they say about me. But I know Jesus listen and show kindness, goodness and love towards me. Telling me, Don't be afraid, I am here for you, My light from heaven will shine upon you. Be still, and know I am the Lord Your God!

Yes, Mary Ann, be still, no matter how life it is, you still have to stand up and continue the journey in this world, wait until the day Jesus come. ...

First time tears drop show in front of patient..

Today, 5/8/2010, in the morning...
Me, Looi Yoong, Elizabeth and Ding meet a patient who had nose aid for 8 years.
He just undergone a surgery yesterday, when he sneeze out the phlegm all was blood. When I saw him such in pain, I was so sad and wander how he overcome this 8 years.
He told his story when he was teenager, He learned Kung Fu and Karate. He love swimming so much. but he keep on say all already pass.
When he talk about his sickness, and Looi Yoong father's had just passed away also had the same sickness with this uncle- Nose Aid. When Looi Yoong talk about his father, her tears drop. I understand how Looi yoong felt, and my tears drop too. Uncle saw Looi Yoong tears and His tears drops too. He tell us:" Now we are young, must take care of ourself, health is more important than anything. If have time, go travel around the world, enjoy the beautiful nature of our world." He told us. even though he has this sickness, he stilled do things he want to do. He went for diving in Bali, normally won't dare to dive if they have nose problem, but he did not fear. He just want to do the things he long for. I was touch and felt the pain in him. He did 102 times of chemo for his nose, until one year impaired. How sad it is, but he did not fall just because of his sickness. Yet he stilled stand strong and encourage us with full of strength.

We tried to talk to him about the Love of God, but in Him every religion is the same. I have the urge to tell him about Jesus, yet I don't have enough strength to tell Him. This is my first time start to ask people do you know bout Jesus? yet His answer give him a confirmed, but in my prayer, I hope one day there's a person step into his life and tell him about the Love of God.
Although I'm tired and unhappy during clinical posting, but because the strength and Love of God motivates me, I can't do on my own.

Yesterday night, I lead a small devotion with Looi Yoong and Elizabeth. God really speaks to us with word of God. He spoke to us in such miracle. We read Psalms 27... I think everyone should read this whenever you felt tired, unhappy, frustrated, doubt... three of us cried out and ask God for forgiveness because all these day we did not seek him, now we understand what God trying to tell us. I praise God that Holy spirit i guiding us and speaking to us. I'm grateful I still able to stand up once again and have faith in Him, My Lord...

all Glory and power to Him. Amen!

Last day in 6A ward for 3rd week...no more with Ms Parames

Friday, 23/7/10 is our last day to be in 6A ward serving... I felt sad and will gonna miss the ward staff nurses and patient in A ward. I don't know, I felt 6A ward patient always kind and friendly... I thank God for giving the opportunities to have interact with them, although we may not meet each other again, yet the nurse and patient relationship for me is so much important and precious..

Well, today I get to do toilet bath for the 'po po' that we know each other well. HEr husband always felt very happy and grateful when I have the free time and just come over and see them and chit chat with them. Po po so skinny because so many days she didn't eat anything, she just eat 1 or 2 bite of bread that's all, water intake also little... She keep on telling me, all her fat already gone just left the skin.. When I heard this it make me want to encourage and motivate her in the sense of her health. also, I make one patient who are 17 years old, me and him talk for half an hour, nice chating with him, it make me feel release and not so stress. At least there is someone to talk with and listen.. He enjoy listening my story and was happy that there is someone talk with, because, you know a, staying in the hospital is so DAMN boring ma.... I was will bored till become "vegetable" lo..

In additional, got one " gong gong" also discharge, he was so happy and keep on smiling and waiting the time come to be home.. this gong gong very cute, if you see his smile, you will be happy the whole time, no sorrow, coz his smile is adorable... and one more, got one African patient with the family member, they were so funny and adorable too... I often visit them, and become good friend with them. When me, Ding, looi yoong and Elizabeth say good bye to them, they were so grateful, and we say to each other" i love you" and give good bye kiss, and we speak so happily but our voice so loud until staff nurse tell us to be quiet, hoho^^ this is the experience and memorable moment to be kept now and future...

Lastly, today is our last day with Ms Parames working together, kinda miss and having great time learning from her, although sometime I felt so nagging from her, and get irritated... She is a person who want to be perfect in out profession care job, indeed I learned how to give a profession care, yet need to be imporved and keep on learning... Is not an easy task to be a nurse, and everyday is learning and always there are many new things to know and learn every seconds,minute and moment... Yes, I may felt tired and want to just lie on the bed and sleep for the whole day, but the motivation that teacher gave me moves me to continue... We gave her a bottle of grape wine, and this coming MOnday we are going to give her our photo memory, that will be more valuable to be kept as a fun memory together with us...
I love my group and my clinical intructor, I thank you all of them to be as a team and work out together..All glory to God... Amen!

Clinical posting in Sunway medical centre

A blink of an eye, already past three weeks… I stilled remember the very 1st day of my clinical posting in Sun-Med. I can say Sun-Med hospital just like hotel, look so high class and there is no hospital strong smelly smell that I always expected and dislike. Surprisingly, Sun-Med make me feel nice and comfortable.

1^st day of clinical posting, we have orientation in the hospital, we have to know which floor have what ward, where is the cafeteria & many more. I was nervous at that particular moment because we have to start to help real patient instead of mannequin in the school mock ward. I was so excited and full of curious, wondering what I will be throughout this 8weeks in the hospital. I remember, I build rapport with one patient have just done operation. Me and Dianne do bed bath for the patient, both of us kinda kelam-kabut because we don’t know patient got their shampoo, basin, small towel, so kind of mess up. But praise God, our patient is a understanding and kind patient, knowing we are student nurse for Sem 1 and don’t mind us doing bed bath for her.

Not only doing bed bath, every morning after taking one hour report we have to go every patient and change their bed sheet, ask them whether have they brush their teeth, want to bath or not, got drink water or not…. So many things to care of, somehow I think if I care for my parents such concern way, I think my parents will be super happy… Well, we learn how to measure urine, charting, communicate with patient and make friends with them… and I did make friends with them and they appreciate what we have done for them.

You know, the best and happiest thing is, when you see your patient discharge from the hospital, the sense of joy for them is indescribable. appHappy for them that they finally can go back home and have a wonderful time spending with their families… No matter how difficult serving them in any situation, but knowing them getting well all is worthy.. Or even though I know that some of them can’t continue their life, yet we still put on hope and continue care and give the best concern and interest on them so patient will feel not alone and happy.

Being a nurse is not an easy task, no short cut when doing any procedure or care given to the patient. We have to always think critical and patient-centred.. We may feel restless and somehow weak, yet somehow there is a motivation keep pushing us keep on going, never give up. If we give up, who is going to take care of the patient?? Are you going to do it? What is the risk will be if we don’t provide just simple care.. It will cause a lot of unwanted and unexpected sickness and harmful… So, I’m grateful and full with appreciative in this nursing line, everyone of us is special, valuable, unique and loved. No matter who you are, how sick you are, in God’s eyes, you always are His sons and daughters… God love you and me~~~ Namaste…^^

Holiday~~

Aiyaya, why time passes so fast... I have so many things to do, yet don't know what to do first. I want to go shopping, cut my hair like bushes, go Sunway Lagoon, chit chat with my friends, practice dancing for performance,spend time with my Dear, spend time with my family, Go out with my Sister Liza,...and many many more... but i reflect myself, did I really spend time with God? We may have dozen things to do, but do we really put God in our life. I found myself not like last time that enthusiastic in God's word and serving. The relationship God is indeed getting far away apart...

I wanted to shared my testimony to you all.

God did not leave me even though how bad, how worse am I, yet The lord sees me perfect in his eyes sight. God still taking of care, although I did not put Him in my central of my life. I was surprise and happy because my exam marks that I expected was not that high, because I know my standard is worst than that. But God listen my every single prayer and provide me wisdom and strength to go through every single things in my Uni life. He does not see the bad side of me, yet He choose to Love me even more and more. Ask yourself, will you love a person that is very very bad, have record in jail, or murder a person before? I bet you won't even go closer to that person.

Only God, He choose to love them, no matter how bad they are. Is not our love that are great, yet the Love from God is greater than anything. He's the one who created us and love us first, we do not deserved His precious gift in Heaven and love. Lastly, I want to tell everyone of you, spend some time for God..Meditate yourself with God, read his word, and you will received...

For those who are not Christian, I'm not condemning about your believe, but is time to think, The God who are real and always be with you.... God love you... have a nice day...

Finally can have some rest and have time for myself reading books..

This whole week is my Nursing exam, such a restless week man~

Exam:

Tuesday, Principle of Nursing

Wednesday, English for nurses

Thursday, Psychology

Friday, Anatomy

I don't even have a good sleep at all, my whole body is tired, brain not in good functioning, can't even think of other things, yet I still have to overcome all these exam. I keep telling myself, Mary Ann you can, don't give up! God did not give up on me and yet you give up easily because of these exam and have negative thoughts, is this really a right attitude to face the problem. Wow, when this thought came to my mind, I know is the holy spirit who speaks to me, I quickly set my mind and pray to God for Strength, if not I can't do it on my own.

And not only exam that bothers me, also some issue with friend in the class, oh well, until now I still can't figure out what's the problem between us. I think hardly and tears for many many times, and yet can't have any idea what's is going wrong???? okay, we did talk to each already, and this is good sign. But i don't understand why she tell lies to me and other people? Does she need to do that? I can't understand at all, what is she thinking? If I really did something wrong, you can tell me, or maybe I just go straight to her face and ask her what is the problem and tell her I'm sorry if I did hurt her or make unhappy...

Okay, other thing is, I have to move from 22nd floor of my hostel to 6th floor, due to the Sunway hostel management. Ma fan la, this time my room smaller than the previous room. Oh my goodness..... But never mind, what can I do, bear with the management of Sunway ya.. This time I'm not staying with my old roommate, now is with my dear friend Ding... actually I kinda miss my old roommate, already use to it with her... Never mind, now I stay with Dianne, Joe yi, Xin yi, Jia Yen,Hui Lin, Electra, and Ding.. My hostel life will be full of happiness..Haha, because all my housemate is funny and joyful..haha... May God be with us and guide s in our Nursing journey...All Glory to Him...

And lastly, I wanted to Thank God for His wisdom that provide to me. I get good marks in nursing exam, and I can't really believe that I actually can get such good marks.. I really want to praise God and my faith in Him never stop! He is everything, King of Kings, Lord of Lords... I love You Jesus! MUackss.. Have a happy holiday(to me), wakaka^^

should I feel Disappointed or not?

I don really like this feeling and I hardly have this disappoint feeling.
We are friends at the first day of orientation, I go towards her to know her because I saw her sitting alone behind me, so I invited her to sat beside with me, and that time Sarah haven't reach yet. So we have know each other for one month plus, yet slowly I don't really understand what she's doing at all?! Sometime act like this sometime like that. aiyo~~~ Fan ar... I can tell she is a nice girl, just not yet grown up, so I always tell myself not to judge her in that sense, because is not fair anyway. I also have this problem before when I was in secondary school, until I went for National Service and study nursing course improve me a lot in many ways. I just hope one day I can tell her my feelings if not I will burst, but I don't have the guts to tell her. Even I have hard time to tell my BF my inner feelings. For all this year, I don't really tell my true feelings out, people can say I'm a happy and cheerful girl, yet deep inside hinder many unknown feelings. Only one Whom I trust is God, because He's the one only know my inner feeling more than any other people. I pray that god show me the way and provide me guidance, to become nurse must to build up critical thinking and making decision on the spot, I don't even have the confidence in this area. I know I have weakness in this areas. Aiyaya~~

Finally, a great accomplishment had done...Nurses day celebration

phew, before the celebration, I'm in-charge for my class performance. One is singing and the other is dancing. Well, is really a tired task for me, because I have to focus on this two performance and kinda stress out myself. I cried couple of times, just to let myself released, and then continue my work. To tell the truth, I kinda disappointed for few times, class not cooperative, Monitor din't coordinate the class, but somehow some of my friends understand me and willing to stand out and help me, so I won't stress out myself and felt tired. I do felt tired, sometime I doubt myself, whether I really is a good leader or not? Can I continue to take all this load of work. Yet I told myself:" Mary! You can! Because God is our refuge and strength. And Serving for my class team, is also serving God as well, How can I just think of myself, so selfish!" But still, sometimes I still felt stress and cry again..haha..So, my friends use to say i'm super woman, but i'm not...haha...

On the 7th MAy 2010, Is our nurses day celebration, all of us a freaking nervous, although I look calm, but am NOT! We did our rehearsal, everything goes well...I help them to warm up their voice so that they van sing louder and use stomach to sing...haha...

Okay, Angie and Nic attend our celebration as a support for me and Sarah..both of them really get along very well... I'm grateful to know Angie and be as my friend, so called" jie jie"...She told me alot of stuff that she has been through, I appreciate that...Okay, back to the title. Then, celebration starts at 3pm, kinda late for half an hour because wait for the VIP lo.... aiyaya, MALYSIA BOLEH LA! So our singing performance is the first one, and the singing did well, hooray! our dancing performance went well too, everything was just nice and good, teachers also praise us how much effort we put in it...Praise God! yeah...At last is photo time, Oh I Love It!okay, that's all....

Phew...Another busy week to go...

One month had passed... just a blink of an eye, tomorrow is 1st of May. staying far from home, its a good opportunity to expose myself and to learn independent life(how to take care for yourself and other people too). this week, we start to do practical practices, damn tiring! we did practical on our friends, me and sarah no strength to lift the person up, except the skinny type can la...Sarah lagi charm, she really need to build up muscle in order to carry the patient. Well, and finally, our class decide a song to performance for the Nurses celebration and we did start our practice, and I teached them some singing skills, use stomach to sing. Wakaka..... Instead of this, I taught Looi yong and Vivian the dancing, and they did dance well, I'm proud of them. Today morning session, I book the studio and 6 of us finnaly can practice together. Well, some of us sometime still forgot the steps including me, paiseh neh.... anyway, we did practice better than before, we did put alot of effort in this dance...Praise God... Unfortunately, Ms Sofee suddenly told us Next Tuesday is exam, like what the heck is going on? in the first place, she told us teach finish 4 lesson only exam, now suddenly say next week exam, oh man~ And monday have to submit assignment. Whatever la! Now just have to finish my assignment, then faster study...Thursday also got exam a....Help ya~~I'm having serious panda eyes liao...Very ugly a....
Sob Sob T.T

2nd week of University...

Afternoon guys...... Here am I, coming to share my life in University.

Well, this week kinda fun and relax d, coz almost of the time is self study, if not is teacher didn't come coz she's sick. Well, although is relax, but we still busy for our assignment, performance, study.... Monday Me, Julie, Sarah(my roommate), Angie(姐姐),and Nic go SS2 pasar malam. The purpose the three of us going pasar malam because we want to buy vege for our dinner in hostel, everyday eat outside I will die while eating. The 2nd purpose is we wanted to eat Asam Laksa, well after finish buying everything we go for Asam Laksa d... At first not spicy for me, but as long as I eat, is getting spicy and spicier, my lips can feel the burning of flame, oh gosh...And that Angie lady keep on laughing at my lips, oh man~ teruk la ni.... that Nic leh, first day see my friend then revealed my things already, haiyo.... Never mind~ after that we go to Mydin and buy more groceries, we spend around RM98 in mydin and RM14.30 in pasar malam, plus together RM112.30, four of us share...So each of us have to pay RM32, i forgot already.

Then tuesday after from class I go back hostel, then straight go to my friend unit area learn dancing for the Nurses day celebration in May, oh Gosh...When I learn the dance, so hard la~~ kinda challenge for me dancing those kind of dance. Well, I love dancing so I will enjoy it. Oh ya, after the practice, I go back my unit area then prepare for dinner, so I cook vege, egg and curry lamb, yummy~~

Wednesday, Ms. Sofee finally can come to class to teach us Anatomy, but she still sick, hope she can recover soon. So after class, me, Ding, Hie Liand, Looi Yong, Joyce and Elizabeth go for Korean language club. Wow! their languange are special man! like having drawing symbol class, their sounds look alike, well, I still enjoy the class. And the teacher is Malaysian(girl), her korean language not bad too. Okay now is my favourite part, after our dinner then we do our Presentation for Monday Microbiology class. So after finishing, then me, Ding,Julie and Sarah having fun time. At first is Ding and me, coz Ding wanted to know how to do exercise that can keep fit. Then I started to get high so I just dance, then Julie and Sarah join too...Haha...Fun...
so tired, but still have a silence moment for God, Thanks Him for protecting me and giving me guidance and strength until now, I believe He will walk with me until eternally.

Okay, today, hehe....weird is, normally every morning, Sarah will woke me up, but today I can wake up myself and can hear the bell ring too...Okay, today we have study skills first test. Oh my Gosh, when I get the test paper, I totally blank d, don know what to write, so I pray to god for wisdom, then I start to write what I understand, I just leave it to God, whatever I can write just write la. Don't care. Then finish exam, We have our break, 10.30pm is our dancing practice. I booked the studio yesterday, fortunately got place, if not My head burst lo... well, I teach Joe Yie dance, kinda hard for her to memorise the step,but with my lots of patience and encouragement, I enjoy teaching her. I kinda like teaching people dancing, also is a part of dancing. well, I just hope we can learn all before the celebration comes, and perform well. Okay la, After I go back hostel will go for swimming, yeah! Happy happy happy~~~

Class had started...The first week in Sunway University, Diploma in Nursing

Wow, time passes like a bullet train. Well, I won't tell you all much about what have I done in Uni,just roughly brief abit about it.
Oh well, Our class main lecturer name Ms Sophee, she's a half Indian and half Malay. She teach us Anatomy and physiology and many more. Other s Ms TAng, tall and beautiful. She teach us Principle of Nursing, this is hard subject yo...have to memorise alot of notes. I make alot of new friends, all of them are unique in their own personalities, heard their stories about why they choose this course, quite interesting. And we have election, Julie, the Punjabi, she get selected as a Class Rep, I selected as a assistant class rep. Everything run quite well, only we have to prepare for our Nurses celebration in 7th of May. Our class decide to do perform University Musical,somehow, Ms. Tang request that we perform one more performance. So we decide to perform dancing. Hehe, maybe I can no need to dance, Coz I'm the DJ role in the Musical act, so I can skip dancing performance too^^ Sure, Julie is the first one will raise her voice and say loudly:" NO! Mary, you cannot run away this time!" hahaha..... She's a funny girl, she always make the class happy and fill with laughter. God's is gracious to me, He really bless me for having such a wonderful environment and friends in my life.
Oh ya, Yesterday night we totally are retarded! Me, Julie, Sarah,Ding, Soo Yee, Hui Ning, Joyce and Hie Liang. All of us play true or dare. Oh my gosh, I first time have to go in front to guys and say hello to them just like that, totally embarrassing lar...... Julie is the lucky one, she get to Say Hello to a Korean guy!!!! And he's quite handsome too^^Then Ding, she go to Nigeria, well, they are muscular and tall, nice looking and friendly too. After that, we don't want appearing to guys and say hello, somehow, we ask Joyce to dance Chicken dance. Sarah sing Chinese nursery ryhmes,and Soo yee do actions with the song " If you happy and you know".
Everyone of us laugh tremendously madness, can't stop at all. Well,is good to laugh, not everyday like this la, will become "Siao" lar...=p
Having such great time is another step building up our relationship with one another, get to know each other more and more understanding with one another. I pray that God continually give us guidance in us so that we may not loose heart to be a nurse profession in future time. Jia you! Love my friends so so much.... Include other friends too^^

First day Orientation In Sunway Uni

Today is orientation day, my dad woke up early in the morning just to fetch me go to Sunway Uni for orientation. Well, finally I go to college is not getting information but is truly go for a purpose, to study once again I met Sarah, and make another Punjabi gal friend name Julie. I saw her one person sitting there so I invite her to sit with me so that she won't felt alone. Well, we get along quite well. After that Sarah came, so three of us sitting with each other in a row, so we have listened some briefing and about Sunway facilities and services. Sunway have very high standard and good services. They have foreign students over 80 countries. You can imagine how famous and great this University is. God have given me this privilege to study here, so I must be grateful for it.
Then later on I make friend with other gals, our class all are girls and not more than 20 ppl. Only two indians and all are chinese, No guys~~ haha=p
around 12.45pm we went for a look at our hostel, is at the back at Summit mall. The room I can say is sigh....worst than My NS camp dorm. anyway, still have to stay for 3 years, or maybe i will change place, see how laXD
Tomorrow got another orientation until 4pm,gonna be very tired la. At night still got service. Pray for God strength d. Gambateh!

the old journey stops and New journey starts here(*0^)

30th March 2010, I woke up with excitement although I woke up at 5.30am. I have to follow mummy go to work then only I can have car to fetch my lovely NS friend, Hui Min. I fetch her at Sri Kembangan esso petrol station. Wow, when I saw her, My first impression was, Wee wee~~ Pretty gal standing in front of me, she did re-bonding and wear colour lens, beautiful-huge change. Both of us can''t stop talking, like for ages we didn't meet each other. Well, truly we have not meet each other after the Christmas lunch. Then I brought her to my church to fetch my Mum from working. Then go home wait for Nick come to my house then go for lunch. Well, we went to Mahkota and have our lunch around 2.15pm, we chat about the time we are in camp Karisma, PLKN. Talking about NS, I'm glad I've been there to learn and experience with different nationalities. It's a good expose although happen alot of unhappy matters, yet through all these difficulties, I still manage to come out from the camp ALIVE!!
Well, we chat around 4pm then we set off, we fetch Hui Min back, then me and Nick went to ugen because today is the posting result of SG college, to make sure whether I can get in SG college, I can't stop thinking life in Singapore will be great although everywhere is a temptation for young people. but things didn't went that well, when I open the result website, One word for me Mary Ann Tan Pei Ern=====> UNSUCCESSFUL~
First word came to mind was, WHY~~ Then I wanted to cry but I just control my tears form falling down, I tell myself not to cry,is not a big deal, you still have Sunway Uni to go. So after finish checking I went opposite to find my buddy Teng Hooi, when he ask me about it, my tears rolled from my eyes. Funny is Teng hooi say, I also can't get it Singapore Uni, I also didn't cry so you also don't cry. At that situation Guang and En Hui also at there. haha, whatever la, who never see me cry before~wakaka=P
Well, Nick kinda worry for me, keep on ask me I'm okay or not, i keep on nod my head, that's what I can respond. while he was driving me home, tears can't stop rolling down, felt upset and angry myself why i make such stupid mistakes in sending documents to wrong college,at that moment I hated myself. after that I pray to God for strength and comfort, immediately I stop crying and show a grateful attitude towards God for what He had prepare for me. Well, I felt sad because my mom will be very sad, she wants me to study in SG, but unsuccessful. Everything is in God's hand, what can we do, we just need to keep seek for His guidance,wisdom,peace,joyful, yearn for His word,strength ,perseverance and love.

I'm thankful for those who had prayed for me about my studies, God truly blessed so so much, He is truly an amazing Almighty God, If God is not with me in my life taking of me, I can't imagine how's my life is, sure is a MESS! At last, I'm ready for my Diploma Nursing course, is a great challenge for me, but i can conquer it by God grace..

1 Thessalonians 5:16-18

+Be joyful always;pray continually; give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus.+

A new journey is waiting for me.....

Wow! The first word came into my mind is WOW~ such a long time I did not update my blog, can say I'm lazy and others reason is my internet is out! I can't understand why TM net so lousy, we call them almost one month, they came and check for us, yet till now still can't fix it, and we still have to pay the bill. Anyway, I praise God for this situation, because if the internet not out, I won't go Ugen and hang around with my buddy(Teng Hooi) and gold fish that's the way to meet each other.
Well, I have been doing spider web for almost 4 months, I can't believe, Mary ANn is wasting her time doing spider web. Fortunately I make my own activities, more free, i can evengo for swimming or play badminton whenever i want to. I can guarantee when I start study I won't be able to do all this activities to release my tiredness. Oh well, The lord is my refuge and strength, sure there is a way for me have my rest. Where? Church la! To Tell you the truth,I love hanging around in church, not because of the place, but is the fellowship with one another. Not bored at all! after service, we will having lunch together next we may have our next plan to hang around. Okay, I'll continue some other time..... hope next time my housing area internet already solve. Good day everyone! NAMASTE~~~