I pass my Driving license~ I'm so happy! Praise God~

I wake up at 6.30am, well uncle say he will fetch me at 7.30am....but he come at 8pm, LOL!
When I reach the destination, Oh man~ so many ppl taking exam... alomost got 155 ppl!! And my number is 118!!!!! Need to wait 1117 people thn oli my turn~XD
Then I make friends with three Malay friends, they are very friendly, I have a great time spending with them although we may not see each other again. We gave encourage and support each other, so that we may felt no nervous. Well, its really important to have people to support and giving encouragement!
Finallyis my turn to test the "Up the Hill" and "parking" section. When the first time go up the hill i din reach the Yello line, so the officer ask me to go back again XD Fortunately second time i reach the yellow line and success cross over the hill, then the parking section is piece of cake! That section din even felt any nervous just drive like during I was practicing.

After that section finished, it was 11.30am, thn i tot very fast is my turn... But i wait....wait...wait...wait...the other malay friends already taken On the road test, but still din call my num 118!! Finally aat 3.30pm, the officer called my number, thn i start nervous la! During on the road so funny lo! The officer give me some instrunction leh, I tot im going to fail la, because the car die on(死火）twice! Oh man~ i so scared, i tot i failed, my mind keep on thinking:"Oh no~ Oh man~Fail lo~" Out of my expectation, the officer did not fail me, i was shocked, because i just wrong two step. If wanna pass must not wrong more thn 4 step. If the officer put cross on the box(the exam paper which he tick) more than 4, thn sure fail. So he cross two only, that's mean I PASS! Praise GOD! Yeah! Hopefully after take the P license thn must practice more, because Kancil and Toyota(my mum's car) is totally different~ why my Leg so Short aR!!!XD
Press the clutch so difficult! T.T

whole body is injured ar!

Yesterday went to see chinise medical doctor, the doc say my backbone are all injured!!
Oh man~ and my leg also injured because i sprained my leg, now bandage my leg, so today cant go for ballet class, SOB~T.T

Well, my shoulder also quite serious, always need to go check evry week. Well, i hope can recover soon, because my mom said don wan me dance after my ballet exam in April... Walao! Don wan leh, i want to dance ar~ so pray God make my body recover soon.... trust in the LORD!

have a quite time to think about it ba~

昨天跟姐姐在电话上谈了一个多小时（还是半夜1点多），好久没跟姐姐谈话了。

昨天跟她谈了很多东西，各讲自己以前和现在的改变。。。我们都发现，其实我们改变了许多。。。改变了用不同角度看待一件事，思想也有所不同了。姐姐真的改变了很多，出国真的是一件好事，在不同的国家学习更多知识和对社会的看法。我们承认我们以前思想都不成熟，但是每个人都会在不同的时间成长和改变。不只是思想，也学习如何在一个充满竞争力的社会上生存。

过去的都已经过去，当作是一种成长的过程。谁也不能批评谁的过去，也不能说别人的是非！

In the Bible told us too, in Matthew 7:1-2

"Do not judge, or you too will be judge. For in the same way you judge others,you will be judged,and with the measure you use,it will measured to you."

圣经已经清楚地告诉我们了，若我们还不停的judge别人，还不停说莫人以前是怎样的，这一切都不讨神的喜悦！每个人都会犯错，难道你自己就没有吗？想想吧？耶稣为我们钉在十字架上，是因为我们犯了许多的罪，就是你和我。

Jesus die on the cross for us not because of WHO YOU ARE, but because of WHO HE IS!

We must love one another, for the Bible had written so. This is the first command in the bible....

Finally can sleep more,LOL XD (cute little kids pics)

Last week Wednesday till Friday so tiring because I'm helping out in the church Kindergarten child care. One of the teacher took leave so I went there to replace her work. Well, this is not the first time helping out, it's quite fun hanging around with little kids and teach them many things. Well, although we have sleeping time from 1.30pm till 4pm, but also felt tired, don't know why LOL! XD

Most charm is, after work still got to attend Ballet class immediately, also no strength dance, but examination is coming so i have to dance seriously and keep on tell myself no excuse! because i want to get good result in my Ballet exam, if not I cnt forgive myself la!

Saturday is quite busy also, morning Ballet class then come back home to bath and take lunch in half n hour then straight go to church attend a course. after finished the course at 5.30pm directly go Band class. so tiring!!! That's why at night the youth service i din attend, my body cnt take it, need rest LOL! i cant imagine i be a nurse how would I take it leh? Nurse is more tiring?!

well, during band time i saw my BB members many of their skin are darken, so funny. well, during that time i think of If i go to NS, i might be more darker than them. Oh man!!! I don't want ar!!!!! apply a lot of sun block also no use la, still will become dark!@@.. T.T

On Sunday,hmm.... tired lo!! after Church service thn got to rush eat lunch thn faster go bck polish my belt and shoe because 1pm got band practice, if late will kena punish. that day our BB(22/3/2009) have a BB quiz, about knowledge of BB. Oh man~well,is fun answering all those question, and kinda refresh my knowledge about BB(coz some of it already forgotten XD)
paiseh~ our group not bad, they know quite well, about the marks our group get, I'm not sure. Next time i go and ask the committee about it. After the BB quiz is over, we seniors need to practice drill(parade) for our enrolment service. I don like this part! kinda boring,LOL! well, as part of a BB member, we all must participate!

Finally BB is over at 6.30pm(COMPANY BERSURAI!), i got to stay at church because at night got drama practice at 8pm. so I quickly bath thn i take dinner with Nic,Xiang,HC. we go Mahkota eat 擂茶and bak Gu Teh. Delicious!
The drama end at 11pm, so tired...... when i know i can go home sleep, so happy~~ Cz tomorrow no work! YAHOO!! well, end of the day.... finally can relax... LA LA..XD

Yahoo! 上帝为我开一条路。。。

今天去Assunta Nursing College,Petaling Jaya那里拿资料，因为我以为我会在本地读书，不能去新加坡读书。。。但是我却没有放弃去新加坡读书的念头因为我感觉上帝要告诉我一些东西。。。上帝真的崔听我的祷告，God soften my dad heart through the talk from his old friends in BBM...

after search information in Assunta nursing college, than my dad wanted to go BBM there to do some document thing for their BB council meeting. Thn i met two captain(i think, not sure), they ask me what am I going to study and where i want to study. I tell them actually i wanted to study in Singapore but because of my parents and financial problem, Study in Singapore need alot of expanses. Then both of the captain say don't give up of my dream, because they can help me solve the financial problem. they gave me some web to find scholarship. Then they started to tell my Dad study in SG is better thn local because SG nursing school is one of the top school in the world and also have high allowance. My dad finally listened and also agree me to study in Singapore. I'm so happy because God hears my prayer and helped me from two captain. They told my Dad although the financial will be very hard but is worthy to send their children to go oversea. They keep on gave me information about the scholarship, I'm so touched what God have just done for me...

thank you Joel Lee telling me not to give up easily for the LOrd will open a way for me, I must be patience and never stop pray for it! Well, now I must check the information about SG Ngee Ann Poly, have to do alot of research... haha.... Gambateh!

Trust in the Lord always
and
"REJOICE"

Education Fair +++++ present given by my MOM(LG)~~

Today i went to the Education fair with my Mom and Elaine~wow!so many ppl! first time attend such edu fair, some more is in KLCC. well, I took 2 hour to look the whole edu fair, quite tiring but i having fun serching for colleges. Sigh.... Many aunty told me dont so fast make decision go oversea study because very expensive to study in Oversea, study in Malaysia is also not bad, they recomment me to study in local first. Well, kinda agree some of them said about what they told me.
Mummy say now i study in local first because dad got to paid so much if I also go study in SG. The expanses study in SG for Liza its such high amount, so i got to think for daddy also.
ya, suddenly felt maybe should considerate clearly and see how first. I will continue to pray about it, ask God to guide me and show me which is the right path to go.

Anyway, after finish serching for colleges, is already 4.30pm... my whole body already worn out, like half dead body. Then we saw LG promotions so we just go and look at it. Elaine was so happy because the HP she wanted for so long have promotion and was selling, and quite cheap too=P
Then Mom and me also take at look those LG phone, so unique and nice too^^ so i tell my mum i like this hp,so my mum ask me want or not. But i say i like it but doesnt mean must buy...
In the same time Elaine and me like the same type of HP, we wanted to buy but uncle choon lai that time say he at SG can buy for us, because there got IT fair, vry cheap RM800 change to SG money can buy liao. so we left and decided to go home and we walked to the car park which is at the bank there.

After a while, uncle choon lai called us and tell us that he cannot buy for us coz so many ppl grab to buy the HP in SG IT fair~ LOL!! so me and Elaine discuss want to go back and buy, thn my mum ask me to go and buy and ask Elaine to pay for me first and tomorow she will pay bck to her because she is tired to walk bck to KLCC again. So me n Elaine quickly went to KLCC and buy the LG KP500. When we tell the guy we wanted that HP for two, but he said just left one stock oli, but monday they will reload the stock. So Elaine let me buy first, she told me she n uncle choon lai will buy on saturday... because i saturday not free so she let me first. Thank you sis Elaine, muacksss.... Im so excited when i got the LG phone, is a touch screen hp...when we went back to the car, i asked my mum why you let me buy and some more you buy for me although is Elaine payed for me first. then she say is a reward for you, and is a encouragement for you to strive hard continue study and have good result. So touched, mummy is the best! Although she may not have much money but she will alws do the best thing for us. I love you mum! You're the best MOM!

不知道为什么突然会有失望的感觉~

刚刚跟父母和妹妹吃晚餐，我跟爸爸很开心的说SPM的A就要给RM100...我并不是重视那RM100,我只是要让爸爸知道我很努力把SPM尽力靠到最好(以我的standard,LOL)，但他却泼我冷水!每次都是这样!说什么这本来都是你该做的事就是读好书!

Sigh....我只希望它能给我鼓励继续加油。。。吃饭的时候眼泪不断的流，当时一片寂静。。。

妈妈还是最好的,她知道我的难过和失望，就夹菜给我吃，以表示安慰。。。所以妈妈永远都是那么疼爱我!

不过我很快就收拾那失望的心情，开始跟他们讲话和笑。。。因为我记得有一位朋友告诉过我，开心或者不开心都是自己决定，后果是由自己承担~所以最后我选择了开心的对待，因为我知道上帝已经知道我付出的努力。感谢神在SPM时，赐我聪明智慧。Praise God!

yahoo!!!! So happy, praise God! my SPm result is out of my expectation!

Today 12.15pm I reach to school to get my SPM result, I saw my best friend Wan yee waiting for me... Well, both of us was nervous for our result and kinda dont want get our result. Actually I dont have the courage to accept the fact, as many ppl told me to accept the result that what i have get. so, i keep on pray in my heart, I lift up to God, and finally me and my friend stand up and go take the result.

When we get the paper result, Me and Wan yee din directly see our own result, in fact we close it, until we ready to check our own. when we saw our own result, we shout and I keep on jump here jump there! I cant believe with my own eyes! Is put of my expectation! God is Good all the time... I never doubt on Him, in fact i have faith in Him! Indeed, He always do amazing things around me and others too...Praise God! Wan yee is proud of my result and Im proud of her result too! we hug each other, that moment is really wonderful, we satisfy our own result, and we dint waste our effort and energy during SPM!

Well, my parents also happy for me, especially my Mum. She keep on smiling and sometime even laugh dunno for wat... haha^^ Well, i think my mum is happy because she know I put alot of effort on it...^o^

Jeremiah 29:11
"For I know the plans I have for you," says the Lord. "They are plans for good and for harm disaster, to give you a future and a hope."

Trust God always....

Tomorow SPM result coming out!!!

Oh man~~~ one word to describe my feelings now! NERVOUS!!!!
My results is in God hands, whatever result is it, I won't complain or angry or wat...
Because Im the one need to be responsible for my result@@
Just pray for it, nothing else can I do... I already lift up to God, so I just don think of it so much...
hehe, well, whatever result comes out, i still will Praise God for it, its not the end of the world.

2009- A new beginning

Lol, I finally create a blog.... haha^^

quite happy... well, what to write leh?

erm.... 2009 is new year for me... everything start to change, my family, my life, my friends,

my spiritual life... after Giraffe camp, i started to think more deeply and try not to complain so much! This is the problem we all have, that is COMPLAIN evrytime...

i use to complain most of the thing i have or i don have...

我想回以前的我时常都不会觉得知足，别人有我也要，好幼稚！但现在我已改变了，其实活在这世界上永远都不会觉得知足，因为我们人类都充满了贪欲。。。我并不是靠自己的力量所改变，乃是靠着神赐给我力量！只有上帝才能改变我！因为神爱我。。。